It's not the Spotlight...

I can't believe how much I've forgotten about this site. It was never vary important to anyone but me. Sort of a Dragnet like deal...I've even used a alias for all the good it does. I can't believe I had forgotten this site though... But then again...I like to forget. It's an honest past time and there are so many horrible things to forget. But then at some stage it all floods and there is total recall. Faces and places that have faded from sight are forced to the surface. Old friends, past lovers, just when you think they're gone your memories drag them back up.

But then old friends give way to new friends. In Kentucky, you would think that interesting people are nonexistant but that's untrue. Even in these last months, I've met people worthy of mention. At least one of them is an odd doppelganger-like image of myself from times gone by. Hah... But I can't damn him with my fate. But...if I could give him a piece of advice. I would tell him that in his life and in every facet of his existance not to regard any problem or any detail as small and insignificant. Too many of my own tragedies have begun that way.

Now...years away from where I was and miles from where I'm headed, I find that the old friends who've bowed out are still something to remember with a smile on my face.

I wish them all well.

I can't help but be optimistic. As Frost would've said..."I have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep" Math, James, Katie, Joseph...

I have to lay down...I'm tired...*sigh*

College starts sooner than I would hope. What a scam...Paying for a comodity that should be, here of all places, free.

-Sin